What Kind of World Am I Living In?
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You won't believe this, but I'm choosing to write my daily blog today by hand first. Of course, by the time you read this, it'll be transcribed and viewable on your digital screen of choice. Commentary about how ideas can travel far and wide before they are reached by another person.
I could be thinking these thoughts from an entirely different timeline (weeks, months, years) before you came across it. These thoughts have been on several mediums -- first energetically, then mentally, then physically written down, and transcribed and displayed through a sans-serif font. I don't know why these things always fascinate me. Perhaps this is utterly boring drivel but I am discovering in the boring and mundane lies greater truths that have always been present -- just unnoticed.
Like all the insects living underneath a rock -- there is so much life to be found carrying about its business in the soil and grass terrains. This Earth is brimming with so much life, and the Earth is such a beautiful home. Why not get acquainted with all that we tend to overlook?
In this curiosity, I am finding more belonging -- I am too one of Earth's creatures. How can I play the role that has been entrusted to me by the Earth? The Earth entrusts the earthworm to fertilize and aerate the soil, its body may nourish birds and their chicks. Both its life and death provides an essential function to keep the world spinning. So too must each person's life and death serve a purpose that goes beyond current comprehension.
These contemplations have no answers, nor do I prescribe any ideologies. I simply aim to observe and point out those observations. Maybe that's what my role is?
If you entertain the Human Design system, I'm a projector energy type. Following the function of an actual projector, it takes a certain thing or group of things and projects it outwards - to observe and see with intentional focus and magnification.
It would match with a lot of how I've naturally operated - I would hyper-fixate or flit from area to job to new subject until I found what I wanted to observe and study more deeply.
There is an intensity to my fixations and my projections. My varied experience aids in my pattern recognition and drawing links to topics and circumstances that may be overlooked in basic examinations.
All my contemplations and studies, my observations and witnessed scenarios and dynamics inform me -- inform my work, my creativity, my presence, and guidance.
My natural tendency is to look under those rocks, to understand the systems and hierarchy of nature, of humans, of all that I can hope to wrap my head around.
I guess wherever I've spent an enormous amount of time naturally is where my inherent talents lie. Yes, they lie in writing, art, the taboo, the psychological, the magick, spirituality, technology, and online communities. Innovation, other worlds and dimensions like fantasy and video games and world building in general really capture my attention.
Maybe I'm fascinated about what makes a world, and how so many worlds and pocket worlds can exist like a Russian doll in a Russian doll in a Russian doll.
What kind of world am I living in? What world do I want to build towards?
For the first time in a long time, I feel capable, courageous, and inspired to pursue this path of carving out my own little world. Everyone lives in different realities, right? Might as well do what I can to make mine as cozy and as authentic to my aspirations as much as possible.
Lots of world-building to do ahead. I've been live-streaming on TikTok Live again, and soon I'll return to Twitch Gaming as well. So looking forward to seeing how this all unfolds and documenting it through blogging everyday.
Cheers to the journey!
Thanks for being here.
Sincerely,
Nadine ♥
You won't believe this, but I'm choosing to write my daily blog today by hand first. Of course, by the time you read this, it'll be transcribed and viewable on your digital screen of choice. Commentary about how ideas can travel far and wide before they are reached by another person.
I could be thinking these thoughts from an entirely different timeline (weeks, months, years) before you came across it. These thoughts have been on several mediums -- first energetically, then mentally, then physically written down, and transcribed and displayed through a sans-serif font. I don't know why these things always fascinate me. Perhaps this is utterly boring drivel but I am discovering in the boring and mundane lies greater truths that have always been present -- just unnoticed.
Like all the insects living underneath a rock -- there is so much life to be found carrying about its business in the soil and grass terrains. This Earth is brimming with so much life, and the Earth is such a beautiful home. Why not get acquainted with all that we tend to overlook?
In this curiosity, I am finding more belonging -- I am too one of Earth's creatures. How can I play the role that has been entrusted to me by the Earth? The Earth entrusts the earthworm to fertilize and aerate the soil, its body may nourish birds and their chicks. Both its life and death provides an essential function to keep the world spinning. So too must each person's life and death serve a purpose that goes beyond current comprehension.
These contemplations have no answers, nor do I prescribe any ideologies. I simply aim to observe and point out those observations. Maybe that's what my role is?
If you entertain the Human Design system, I'm a projector energy type. Following the function of an actual projector, it takes a certain thing or group of things and projects it outwards - to observe and see with intentional focus and magnification.
It would match with a lot of how I've naturally operated - I would hyper-fixate or flit from area to job to new subject until I found what I wanted to observe and study more deeply.
There is an intensity to my fixations and my projections. My varied experience aids in my pattern recognition and drawing links to topics and circumstances that may be overlooked in basic examinations.
All my contemplations and studies, my observations and witnessed scenarios and dynamics inform me -- inform my work, my creativity, my presence, and guidance.
My natural tendency is to look under those rocks, to understand the systems and hierarchy of nature, of humans, of all that I can hope to wrap my head around.
I guess wherever I've spent an enormous amount of time naturally is where my inherent talents lie. Yes, they lie in writing, art, the taboo, the psychological, the magick, spirituality, technology, and online communities. Innovation, other worlds and dimensions like fantasy and video games and world building in general really capture my attention.
Maybe I'm fascinated about what makes a world, and how so many worlds and pocket worlds can exist like a Russian doll in a Russian doll in a Russian doll.
What kind of world am I living in? What world do I want to build towards?
For the first time in a long time, I feel capable, courageous, and inspired to pursue this path of carving out my own little world. Everyone lives in different realities, right? Might as well do what I can to make mine as cozy and as authentic to my aspirations as much as possible.
Lots of world-building to do ahead. I've been live-streaming on TikTok Live again, and soon I'll return to Twitch Gaming as well. So looking forward to seeing how this all unfolds and documenting it through blogging everyday.
Cheers to the journey!
Thanks for being here.
Sincerely,
Nadine ♥